Aint no need to go outside...
But Baby, You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now
And we could pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside
But just maybe, laka ukulele
Mommy made a baby
Really don't mind the practice
Cause your my little lady
Lady lady love me
Cause I love to lay here lazy
We could close the curtains
Pretend like there's no world outside
And we could pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Aint no need aint no need Mmmm MMmmm
Cant you see cant you see
Rain all day
And I don't mind.
The telephone is singing
Ringing its too early
Don't pick it up
We don't need to we got everything
We need right here
And everything we need is enough
Just so easy
When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Don't really need to pay attention to the alarm
Wake up slow, yeah wake up slow
You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now
And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Aint no need, Aint no need
Rain all day and I really really really don't mind
Can't you see cant you see,
You gotta wake up slow
2 Jobs+School hasn't been easy. I leave home 7am and come back 11:30pm, 5 days a week.
There is no more "work hard, play harder", now on it's just work hard, sleep deeply!
And I'm not talking about the U.S./Brazil bullshit this time, I am talking about choices of love.
That day that I found out that you were an asshole, and decided that I would never forget it and/or forgive you.
What if I was wrong? What if it was all my damn fault?
Why do you keep coming back to me?
Do you wanna blame me? Go ahead!
But keep in mind that I blame you for all that happened, and I hate you for that.
But I still miss you, every little thing, every single day.
Even tho I know I'm being silly, I thought you should know..
I don't even know where to start.
It's been easier than the last time, today was the first day that I really missed the States. Idk if it was because I had a huuuuge fight with my parents about my car (I hate my car! It's brand new, 0km, flex, perfect, and MANUAL!), but today I cried.
I cried because I felt lost, and I just don't wanna feel lost, not now.
I'm loving school, but I started to hate São Paulo, and that crazy city life thats going on here.
I hate driving 1hour to school at 5:30pm, and 10min at 11:30pm back home. The traffic is INSANE!
I hate the idea that my parents are paying my college, but they kinda poke me every single day to get a job.
I want to move to Florianópolis, soooooo bad.
Maybe at the end of the year, if I get in some shitty school there I will move, and fuck FAAP. I'm looking for a better life.
I can't stand the brazilian dudes, they are disgusting. I think I'll never be able to date a brazilian again, and I'm dead serious.
(ok, if he was my surfer dude from new years eve I'd be totally down! but well..)
I quit smoking! ! !
And my next plan is to quit drinking. (Hell Yeaaaah!)
I love soccer! How I missed it!
Driving a Ford Explorer and then changing to a New Ford Ka is DRASTIC! Don't try it!
I'm going to Bonete in 40 days.. to spend the whole week, I sooooo need some rest at my Island doing nothing.
I wish you could come..
Exhausted.
I can't wait to go home!
My car broke last night, and I'm fucked.
I found out that I don't like Baltimore anymore, but it was good seen Vivi.
It was frustrating seen that some things and people will never change tho. (And it has nothing to do with Vivi.)
4 weeks.
And I'm wishing that the time goes fast..
I've been in my own world, that is made up of lies and masks. I'm trying to hide, so I won't get hurt. I try to not hurt you either, but I think I've been doing it by the wrong way.
I'm lost and I don't know who to call. I hate the clock.
I need help, but I don't know what kind. I won't ask you, because you should know by now. I've been holding tears.
For those who still don't know, YES, I'm going back to Brazil. August 1st.
Why?
School, School, School! I finally got into the College that I always wanted, The Fifth Best Film School in the World!
Once again it is going to be hard to say goodbye. But anyway, I came back, saw almost everyone that I wanted to see, had a blast, met a lot of cool people, and guess what? I still have 10 weeks!
So no tears for now (Did u hear that right Luana? lol). You all know me, I can come back whenever I want, and you all can go to Brazil and stay with me whenever you want.
For now that is it.
The weekend is almost here, real bowling and wii bowling sound just perfect to me. I think I don't like to party no more! ;)
What a weekend!
Jersey was just perfect, working the next day 15 hours wasn't so perfect tho. I miss my babe. I have a cut on my neck that is killing me, I haven't slept good in a while, I've been working more than I wanted. I've learned how to make Annapolis-Bel Air in 40min lol. And I'm having such a blast with u girls.
Gotta love the Orsies.
so I can say 'this is the way that I used to be
there’s no substitute for time
or for the sadness
split screen sadness"
once i said that but today i would only say: Split screen sadness..
Bmore-Jersey-Naptown.. talk to you all later.
I had a great weekend, Friday with my girls at Dead Freddies (and I have to say that it has been my favorite place lately.). Then I spend my whole Saturday with Ariane at IKEA and C Mart trying to find furnitures for her new place (and I have to say that DEF Ariane and I have different tastes, THANK GOD. ;P), Saturday night in the woods with Vivi, Thalissa and the boys, LOVELY, the only bad thing was that I had to work in Annapolis 9am, and I went to bed 6:12am. ;)
Well, I'm already counting the days until Thursday
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